Finally got outta my bed today, its both phu and I's 2yrs & 8 months anniversary today. Last night, we went out to grab a midnight snack at Mcdonalds. LOL geez, that place is everywhere. I was a lot happier going to a Mcdonalds where I didn't know anybody. No connection. For the past week, things been bugging me and pissing me off. Work isn't really as bad as I think it is. Just the people. Got in trouble friday >_> Right when I told cedric that carmen was on my ass, I think shes gonna hold a grudge on me forever now. Sandra was right in front of me when I said it out loud. Sandra is somewhat related to carmen and everyone told me to not say anything in front of her. Snitches are bitches. lol Anyways, My other job is doing okay, I feel bad that the managers don't trust kimber with taking a whole shift to herself. Imma try to help her out. Umm my condition? No idea whats gonna happen. Can't really go to the doctors right now, so I guess I'm stuck. Just gotta save up money and what not. As for "him", I understand that hes trying to keep his distance from me, but replacing his additude with me isn't gonna make anything better. Gimme me smart remarks are just gonna ending up making me hate you and not wanna be your friend anymore. Acting smart with me is practically insulting me. Its a big DUH that i dont like people who disrespect me. Espeacially at work. Messing with me one on one is one thing, but not in public when im at work when impressions are everything. I'm already to a point of being tired of you. This connection between us has gone to its limits. I'd like it better if we just stayed quittances. I understand that I changed you, but from what you say it is, its not a good change. Kris and tam had their fair share of blaming things on me towards their parents. I knew you were on lock down because of how you were changing, but I don't want to be at fault. When you told me that it was because of me thats why you were changing, I should of been feeling happy that you have a social life and that your happier this way. But instead I felt bad, knowing that you weren't taking care or your own business and taking care of yourself. Because of me. You were one of my biggest stress factors for this whole month. Hopefully everything will turn out for the bettter between us.
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New subject: PHU LIED TO ME! I took these two days off so we can go to frisco. >_<>_>..... So parents and I would split 50/50. Its not gonna happen. I'm going to pay for the whole thing I already know it. Whatever, another thing that would stress the fuck outta me. I'm not gonna get myself into it. Just let them do whatever. *sighs* I feel like everyone is walking all over me. What I need is space, not for everyone to grope all over me.
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